The one who my soul loves is Christ who lives within. And I have discovered a spiritual discipline that helps connect and awaken this kingdom within; Christian Mysticism.
I have found daily prayer, meditation, contemplation, participation in a faith community, and serving those who are in need as key to my spiritual journey within (1). There is a path to the oneness. What is your discipline? Never sacrifice it.
1. The Big Book of Christian Mysticism-Carl McColman.